we haven't spoken in awhile, and i'll be honest. i haven't even thought of you and i didn't think talking to you again would ever happen. i messed up more than enough times and i've said sorry more than enough times for you to believe. we spoke the other day, it made my day. it's weird, not laughing, not having anything to talk about, not planning anything in the weekends anymore, not looking forward to a class we share. it's just weird, not having you here. i just wish i could of been more of a best friend to you when i had the chance and i'm sorry i only thought of this now. p.s, i'm happy you're happy and i'm happy you're not taking his shit.
