i should have known.
it's strange how something so magical, so pleasant and so amazing. that somebody so precious, so important and so brilliant. that with just a few words, it can crush you with a click of fingers. how hard it can hurt you, falling down that hill and how ignorance, can turn to a certain level where happiness can go to a distance only so far. the sweet nothing-ness, that once fluttered magical words, is now the opposite of what you could call your only hope.
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